Sunday, November 15, 2009

So I've decided...

Don't worry, I ain't shutting down my blog.

I've decided that as soon as the craziness of school is over (on december 10th), and as soon as I'm on schedule of my own dj plan, I'm going to make my blog mainly focused on dj things and music. That's going to be my "thing". I'll upload my own mixes and sets and demo on here regularly, or at least try to, to make this blogging thing more interesting.

So school, school, oh school. School is hard, I didn't pass 2 of my midterms.... and I've worked SO HARD. And I really shouldn't be on internet and doing all those things that is not anything related to my school work right now, but there is no motivation! Yes, the motivation, it's all about the motivation. Where do I find my own motivation? How do I keep that motivation?

Despite the fact that I don't have a lot of lecture hours this year, the school workload is amazingly overloaded. MAT157 is killing me, SPA320 and 321 are 300-level courses and they are hard as well, ECO100 I'm doing okay right now, and MAT223 is okay too. But I'm really working to get okay marks but I don't know how. I failed SPA320 1st compostion... I failed the quiz and the midterm on SPA321.... I only scored 65% on MAT223 quiz.... and I failed MAT157 midterm........ I'm really trying. Now I'm just getting myself upset. I think I sorta know what to do to improve, but just a tiny little bit of work to get the improvement takes a lot of time in a day. I was a quitter, yeah, I was a quitter. But I don't want to be a quitter anymore. But I'm scared as fuck.

I'm gonna stop talking about school.

By the way, I'm officially employed! Woowhoo!
and I got twitter, follow me?
twitter.com/DJemster

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