To Robert

Robert:

I despite you. You helped my family to get the things we wanted, coincidentally. But you also took away so much from me. You owe me so much. I'm not going to take anything from you. But I hope when you die you will die with guilt.

The day I turned 18, we had a talk. We had a talk about my dad. You told me that my own dad was using dad-and-daughter-relationship to get all our money and leave us nothing. My own dad who became successful, who brought my brother and I more than food to the table to this family, and who eventually failed in his marriage but still kept a sticky photo of my brother, me, and my mom in his wallet. You don't know him, how dare you said that to me. You successfully drove my dad away and made what is this family's to your family's. And you told you daughters that all the money my dad owns were stolen from other people, how dare you said that. HOW DARE YOU FUCKING SAY THAT.

You took almost everything that's most valuable to me from me. You are a thief. You talked into my mom to sell the house and bought a condo with your name on the paper legally. That things was left from my dad to my brother and me.

You talked into my mom to invest in a business that's never going to work. And the big failure of you left me living in a $510/mth place to live in Toronto. I suppose to be ahead from the starting point of my life from majority of the people my age, but you took that away from me too.

No disrespect, but I can't look at you and be all friendly to you anymore. That's why I'm not celebrating new years in vancouver, and I want to celebrate new year with my family so badly.

You make me so mad about my life. Inside of me, it's hatred towards you. When I can't sleep at night the thought of you keeps me up all night till the morning, and I image all the things I would say to you. So here it is. One day I am going to let you know all this, when I'm prepared. The day I become successful, the very first thing on my to-do list is to kick you out of my family's property and out of my life, and if my mom needs to go with you I'll kick her out too. For my brother's and my sake, I WILL KICK YOU OUT ONE DAY.

Emma.