nicoleisbetter.com

"God technology complicates sex. Actually no, you know what really complicates sex? The fucking iPhone. The fucking iPhone and its fucking auto correcting of words for no good reason. Like, stop changing “fuck” to “duck.” Have I ever typed duck? No seriously, when’s the last time I ever, ever texted ANYONE about ducks? Never, that’s when. I’ve never texted anyone about ducks. But do you know which word I do use in almost every single text? Fuck. Do you hear that, iPhone? Fuck is my favorite word and you clearly need to just get your shit together already and start recognizing that I like fucking more than I like water birds. And, actually, while we’re having it out, I’d like to also request that you stop anticipating my needs and prematurely inserting the word “Bette” when all I’m trying to do is type “better.” I mean, who the fuck is Bette? There isn’t anyone in my contacts named Bette. In fact, I’m pretty sure there hasn’t even been a single person in the world named Bette since like 1957.

Which makes me think that the guy who programmed the iPhone has an enormous crush on some old chick named Bette. Or maybe his mom’s name is Bette. Or maybe he’s really old and back in college he used to get head from this super hot chick named Bette until she left him for a football player with a really nice car and he’s pissed as hell because he hasn’t had it that good since then and now he’s married and bitter because he spends his days programming iPhones and doesn’t even have a good blowjob to come home to and the crazy thing is that his wife totally *would* blow him, but he never bothers to go down on her first and has absolutely no idea that her clit is shaped like a wishbone or that all clits are shaped like wishbones which leaves him working for Apple and her wildly unsatisfied in the pants and me with an iPhone that thinks I want to duck Bette."

- www.nicoleisbetter.com

It was 3 in the morning when I had a huge headache which prevented me from falling asleep, and this girl, THIS GIRL, made me laugh like a motherfucker at 3 in the morning.

Dreams

You know when you wake up but still in the bed and still feeling sleepy and then you fall asleep? Yup, I do that religiously, especially in the morning/afternoon. And then after you fall asleep from previous sleep, you'd dream. Dream about the things you suppose to do today/right now, and in the dream you'd be happy because you are doing the things you suppose to do, but you are actually not doing anything except for sleeping. And never had that kind of dreams about "hey you lazy ass WAKE UP! you have actual things to do, like STUDYING"........ So yup, and now it's 3pm. I woke up at 10am.

I have exactly 25 hours till my ECO100 exam... minus transporting from home to Robarts and Robarts to home, minus sleeping, minus eating, minus showering, minus breaks, and minus a tutorial to go. That'd approximately give me..... 12 hours to study for the materials that I already know but not really well.

And I'm refusing to wash my 3-days old, soon-to-be-4-days-old, dishes. Yuk..

And I can't seem to get rid of my minor headache except having advils, or sleep.

And no mixing and turntables till.... :'(

Fuck.

Going In Life Is Un-thinkable

Another mix.

Drake - Going in for life

+

Alicia Keys - Un-thinkable

=

DJThought - Going In Life Is Un-Thinkable

Jarry texted me this idea this morning. Good idea. When I find time I want to fix this song up more.

Night.

Get On The Train

Everybody has the crack in them, of which made them that way. The weakness, the thing that they are not telling you, the dark story, you know. The motivation every morning that makes you step out of your door the way you step out of your door.

I have the crack in me, the weakness, the things that I'm not telling you, and the dark story, you know, but I don't have the motivation every morning. In fact, I'm not quite sure what makes me step out of my door the way I do. Sometimes I don't even know the purpose why I step outta my door.

I need to get on the train. The train that makes me motivated every morning, the train that makes me feel strongly about the reason why I am stepping out of my door today, the train that gets me on the same page as others.

But first, I need to find that train. I have to find that invisible train.

Chuck Bass

Chuck Bass.

Love the Hair, the black and white, and the expression.

Hair And No Hair?

I have an issue with hair, not gonna lie to ya. I'm not quite sure if I like it or hate it because I like my hair looking nice sometimes, and then there are times where I just absolutely hate having hair on my head. That's why sometimes I feel like shaving it all off. And I also hate having long hair, that's just too complicated for me. I believe this issue is one of my many reasons why I'm so not a chick... Anyways, you probably couldn't care less about my hair issue because this is not the thesis of this entry.

My thesis is that... I like to make fun of Geoff's hair. (you can argue with that, and it's not a fact. so it's a thesis)
I think that geoff is going bald. Don't tell him I said that tho, he's gonna feel really bad. I remember that I made fun of his chest hair last year in rez. LOL! Geoff def had a lot more hair when he was in high school, but now he's always in his hat. And ugh that hat... he needs to change it... or take it off. I think hats can make a man go bald. no kidding.. your head needs air, so does your hair. I wear a hat a lot but that's only because I hate hair, and I can't shave it off because I have a weird head shape. If geoff's really going bold, there are always transplants, from his chest hair....(LMAO) what the fuck I'm so mean.

p.s. what do y'all think of my mixes?

5AM Mix

I finished the work that I required to do on monday. So Tuesday, which is right now, I started at 3:30am to do this mix because these 2 songs suddenly appeared in my mind. Keep in mind, this is just draft, the timing is still awkward and it's 5:40am right now... time to sleep.

Paper Plane V.S. Imma Be

DjThink V.S. DjThought

DjThink -> Vote: Me, Archis, Tiff, Julia = 4
DjThought -> Vote: Geoff, Jarry, Blaire, Lily, Torin, Lee = 6
DjThinker -> Vote: 0 -> outta the question

"think only shows that you are thinking at that certain time, but thought shows people that you all ready thought about your music." - said geoff

"thought is profound" - EVERYBODY ELSE

any more vote?

Forever Remix#1

Che-che-check it OUT!

name: forever
artists: drake ft. kanye west & lil wayne & eminem
remix by DJthought... DJthink? (havent decided yet..)

My 1st Recorded Remix By... ME!!!

Robin Thicke - Eleveta ft. Kid Cudi Remix 1

What do you think?? what do you think??? I did this one this morning.

I will start making more mixes and improve the mixes and upload them :)

Hugh Jackman

so cute....!!!

Crazy Woman

AHAHHAHA!!

And personally, I think this telephone music video is genius.

DJ Name [edited]

I need a DJ name. Well, one of my tasks from my DJ instructor, Lee, is to find a real DJ name for me. I know my twitter is "DJemster", but that's just for fun. Emster sounds like hamster. Why Ylber... why???? Anyways, so I came up with DJthink, or DJthinker. The whole point of my name is that I want to get as many young adults and kids as I can to "think". Many of them don't. It pisses me off, and it is very disappointed. "Think" before they judge others, "think" non-stereotype, "think" open-minded, "think" about others, "think" selfish-less, "think" for the animals, and etc... And "thinker" is to show that I am a thinker, I think before I do (spinning the turntables). However, Lee thinks DJthought is better. "something profound, something Confucius would say". If my name is DJthought, I am no longer getting people to "think", but to have their own "thoughts", which e-v-e-r-y-b-o-d-y has own "thoughts"

What do y'all think?

Think? thinker? or thought?

I'm going with "DJthink". I'm def going with "think" because my dad just said something "[...] if you ever think about your kids...."

The Assumption Song

This is hilarious! (thanks to lily)

*I do not own this video, just sharing with ya*

Night

Cleaning

I have been, literally, cleaning and nothing else 2 days straight. I'm getting really obsess at cleaning now... like a housewife.. or my mom. This needs to stop. No more major cleaning till April 16th! By the way, I will be done on the 16th of April :P Jealous? yeah. If I were you I would be too.

Tomorrow: DO MAT223 + ECO100, PRACTICE DJ, AND BLOG SOME MORE.

Bedtime. Night.

Wait.. I saw a golden retriever today. He came to me and I pet him, in the subway. I've never talked about dogs other than Leo. But I saw one today, and everytime I see one it just reminds me of how much I misses Leo. Screw all other type of cute and different dogs, the next dog I have he/she will be a golden retriever because that's me. And she/he will be named as either "junior" (as leo junior), "princess/prince", or "jo" (sorry joanne.. i really like the name JO...).


Now, BEDTIME. Night.

It's Raining =)

Love the rain. Feels like home. Definitely feels like home

That's Called Art!

I love this, LOVE IT, LOVE IT, LOVE IT!!! <3>

love everything about this video, the concept, THE CHOREOGRAPHY, the mixes, the characters, the fashion, the lines, and etc...

"I told you she doesn't have a dick"

"That's too bad"

you boys just got pwned

I'm going to get my ass to studio soon. I miss dancing.

So This Whole Thing About Friendship...

I hate filthy rich chinese people whom are not even that rich. I don't know much about filthy rich white people because I've never really met one I guess. But I've seen and met a lot of filthy rich chinese people. One of my friends is from a filthy rich chinese family. We've been friends for quite a while (and we hung out a lot) but we are from totally 2 different worlds. Here is the story, she's in grade 12 right now and she has spring break right now and she's in toronto right now and we agreed that we will meet up when she's in toronto and that I'll text her when I get back to toronto. And so I texted her twice and got no reply (I know I used a lot of "and" here... not the proper grammar that a university student should be using but just image that I'm talking right now). And then I facebook her twice asking her to reply my text and she was like "hi emma... what's up?" TWICE! Like seriously, if you don't want to hang out with me the least you can do is to reply me and make up a lie like "ohh sorry I can't hang out this time because I'm busy with my family". NO REPLY WHATSOEVER? seriously? SERIOUSLY? and act like you've never recieved my texts or forget that we've agreed to hang out. This happened SO MANY TIMES already! I fucking caught you went snowboarding with you brothers and you said you'd text me when you go in december when I went snowboarding with my brother and my friend. You are so low. so low. Good luck with your life, buddy. And for your information, I guarantee, GUARANTEE, you that you are not more mature than me.

I'm done. I feel a lot better now.. phew.

Next step: never ever get mad about her. It's completely pointless.

Why'd I leave You?

Vancouver. You are a decent pleasure every time. I'll be home soon.

xoxo Emster

below are the pictures from my olympics vacation. You may find the rest of the pictures from my album on facebook.

"[...] patriotism and pride was already there. Canada was, simply, just waiting for a chance to show it."

- Stephen Harper

p.s. I just put a huge amount of salt into a cup of cold water and snored it with my nose.... eww.. but it felt great. Now I don't have running nose or nasal congestion anymore. I'm sick.

Another Motivation

"Curiosity: it's the most powerful thing you own. Imagination: is a force that can actually manifest a reality. And the respect of your team is more important than all the morals in the world. Oh and Failure is an option, but fear is not."
- James Cameron

I had to repeat the last bit of the video several times to tried to understand what he meant by "failure is an option". Now, I still can't really understand what he meant. Has he never failed? If you have any idea or thought about this video or this quote, please comment on this and share with me. I'd really appreciate it:)

p.s. you don't have to have an account to leave a comment.

History

This is for the Canadian olympians

"(chores)Now that all the smoke is gone

and the battle's finally won

victory is finally ours

history so long, so long, so long, so long

in search of victory she keeps saluting me

if only we can be together momentarily

we can make love and make history

why won't you visit me?

until she visit me I'll be stuck with her sister

her name is defeat, she gives me agony

so much agony, she brings me so much pain

so much misery like missing your last shot

and falling to your knees as the crowd screams

for the other team, I practiced so hard for this moment

victory don't leave, I know what this means

I'm stuck in this routine, whole new different day

the same old thing

all I got is dreams, nobody else can see

nobody else believes, nobody else but me

where are you victory? I need you desperately

not just for the moment to make history

(chores)

so now I'm flirting with death, hustling like a G

while victory wasn't watching took chances repeatedly

as a teenage boy before acne

before I got proactive I couldn't face she

I just threw on my hoody and headed to the street

I swear I met success, we lived together shortly

now success was like lust, she's good to the touch

she's good for the moment but she's never enough

everybody's had her, she's nothing like V

but success is all I got, unfortunately

but I'm burning down the block

hoping in and out of V

but something tells me that there's much more to see

before I get killed 'cause I can't get robbed

so before me, success and death menage

I gotta get lost, I gotta find V

we gotta be together to make history

(chores)

now history is mine, it taste so sweat

she's my trophy wife, your coming with me

we'll have a baby who stutters repeatedly

we'll name his history, he'll repeat after me

he's my legacy, son I'm a hard work

future of my past, he'll explain who I be

Rank me among the greats, either 1, 2, or 3

if I ain't number one then I failed you victory

ain't in it for the fame that dies in within weeks

ain't in it for the money, can't take me when you leave

I wanna be remembered long after you breathe

long after I'm gone, long after I breathe

I leave all I am in the hands of history

that's my last will, testimony

this is much more than a song, it's a baby shower

I've been waiting for this hour, HISTORY YOU'RE OURS."

- Jay-Z

respect. To jay, the canadian olympians, and to all the canadian whom were on Granville St, Vancouver, Robson St, Vancouver, and all over Canada, and whom stand by our athletes.

14 Golds, 7 Silvers, and 5 Bronzes. One Proud Country.

Vancouver is WonderFULL

Na na na nothing on you
they got nothing you babe
na na na nothing on you
they might say hi
and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry
about what they said
because they got nothing on you babe
-B.o.B

that's for vancouver

Right now, I'm at my mom's balcony, 23rd floor. And the sun is shining down on me. It is as warm as 15 degree C. In the other word, it is amazing. So I camwhore a bit. It's a must. (and I uploaded 3 blog entries today)

Have a good day, everyone. or at least try to...
Emster :)

A Lot of Motivation and Inspiration..

A lot of motivation and inspiration comes from songs, lyrics, and other people's blogs. One of the few reasons for me to get my ass outta bed is that I want to blog it. I want to write something on my blog, and after that I'd be on the chair and in front of the table, and then I'd be like "what the hell.. I'm here already, might as well". AND THEN I do work. As for now, I'm listening to "Nothing on you" by B.o.B ft. Bruno Mars at my mom's 23rd floor balcony in Vancouver, BC, where the weather has its sun shining down on me and I can barely see the screen, and it's warm enough to just wear a t-shirt. That might just made a few people be envy of me. :P

So much relaxation, I sacrifice none, comparing to Geoff and Torin. They are both from B.C., but due to being an engineer at U of T they have tons of works that they can't possibly drop it off for a week and come back to join the live pride. I am not complaining that my marks are bad, I'm not complaining that I dropped whole bunch of courses and now left me 2, and I'm certainly not complaining that it will take me at least 5 years to complete a bachelor degree, because I get to come back to Vancouver so often. As often as 5 times a year. Bottom line is, I am a bad worker. My brain hasn't clicked yet... it hasn't. At least that's what I tell myself.

I did bring some work back with me. ECO100 to read, MAT223 to understand, and a Sarato with one mixer to put songs together. I'll do them. I tell myself. But it seems like I just, somehow, got the balls to not do them. WHERE IS MY MOTIVATION AT?

Vancouver is Awesome.

I Love Lily

So here is a long conversation that I had with Lily (my roommate from last year at rez), we were discussing about this guy named.. let's just call him "J" here, who is always so depressed and blue and emo and all that. He is such a whiney little boy, but I'm a little worried about him. Just saying.

[02/03/10 10:46:27 PM] Emma Tsui: sorry i hung up on you i was on skype with julia
[02/03/10 10:46:39 PM] Emma Tsui: but call me later if u want :)
[02/03/10 10:47:50 PM] Lily Qiu: nah, i'm gonna do some work. talk to you soon time!!!
[02/03/10 10:47:57 PM] Emma Tsui: alrightty
[02/03/10 10:47:59 PM] Emma Tsui: btw
[02/03/10 10:48:08 PM] Emma Tsui: check out J's facebook status
[02/03/10 10:48:12 PM] Lily Qiu: ...
[02/03/10 10:48:13 PM] Emma Tsui: i think he's gonna kill himself
[02/03/10 10:48:16 PM] Emma Tsui: no joke
[02/03/10 10:48:29 PM] Lily Qiu: he's done that like 70 times
[02/03/10 10:48:30 PM] Lily Qiu: i dunno
[02/03/10 10:48:33 PM] Lily Qiu: i think he's just frustrated
[02/03/10 10:48:35 PM] Emma Tsui: lol
[02/03/10 10:48:39 PM] Lily Qiu: and always puts it on his facebook
[02/03/10 10:48:41 PM] Lily Qiu: but seriously
[02/03/10 10:48:56 PM] Lily Qiu: if i was going to kill myself, i definiely wouldn't put it on fucking facebook
[02/03/10 10:49:04 PM] Emma Tsui: what if we, people, see those all the time, and then there would be this time, that he actually kills himself?
[02/03/10 10:49:16 PM] Emma Tsui: lol true say
[02/03/10 10:49:35 PM] Lily Qiu: i dunno????? I mean he is obviously upset all the time. i dunno!
[02/03/10 10:49:46 PM] Emma Tsui: okay... go study
[02/03/10 10:49:47 PM] Emma Tsui: tata
[02/03/10 10:50:36 PM] Emma Tsui: what if he somehow bought a gun and start shooting in the campus like that vagina tech.....
[02/03/10 10:50:45 PM] Lily Qiu: YOU JUST SAID VAGINA TECH
[02/03/10 10:50:53 PM] Emma Tsui: lol
[02/03/10 10:50:54 PM] Lily Qiu: haahahahhah EMMA !!!!
[02/03/10 10:50:54 PM] Emma Tsui: i did
[02/03/10 10:50:57 PM] Emma Tsui: AHAHAHAHAAHA
[02/03/10 10:51:03 PM] Emma Tsui: omg...
[02/03/10 10:51:11 PM] Lily Qiu: WHAT DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT s ACTUALLY CALLED????
[02/03/10 10:51:18 PM] Emma Tsui: yes
[02/03/10 10:51:21 PM] Emma Tsui: i cant spell it out tho
[02/03/10 10:51:26 PM] Lily Qiu: please tell me you haven't been calling it vagina tech this whole time
[02/03/10 10:51:29 PM] Lily Qiu: hahahahahahha ahahha
[02/03/10 10:51:31 PM] Emma Tsui: no i havent
[02/03/10 10:51:35 PM] Emma Tsui: i just couldnt spell it out
[02/03/10 10:51:37 PM] Lily Qiu: hahahahah it's virginia
[02/03/10 10:51:39 PM] Emma Tsui: how do u spell it?
[02/03/10 10:51:40 PM] Emma Tsui: right
[02/03/10 10:51:46 PM] Emma Tsui: they look similar
[02/03/10 10:51:52 PM] Emma Tsui: virginia tech
[02/03/10 10:52:46 PM] Lily Qiu: hahahaahahhahhhah ahahha i know what you meant
[02/03/10 10:52:59 PM] Lily Qiu: but it's just funny cause there is definitely no school called vagina tech
[02/03/10 10:53:24 PM] Emma Tsui: sometimes i laugh at my own fobbiness
[02/03/10 10:53:41 PM] Emma Tsui: anyways, what if he starts shooting in campus? with his gun...!
[02/03/10 10:53:54 PM] Emma Tsui: that's what the shooter from virginia tech was like, wasnt he?
[02/03/10 10:54:12 PM] Lily Qiu: yeah, it was actually
[02/03/10 10:54:17 PM] Lily Qiu: pretty sure he was korean too
[02/03/10 10:54:20 PM] Emma Tsui: yeah
[02/03/10 10:54:25 PM] Lily Qiu: i dunno man, J is not a very vicious person
[02/03/10 10:54:28 PM] Lily Qiu: like he's very mil mannered
[02/03/10 10:54:29 PM] Lily Qiu: !!!
[02/03/10 10:54:30 PM] Emma Tsui: pretty sure he had long hair with glasses too
[02/03/10 10:54:37 PM] Lily Qiu: he takes pictures of mangos and chocolate and cupcakes
[02/03/10 10:54:43 PM] Lily Qiu: doesn't seem to be like a person who'd tote around a gun
[02/03/10 10:54:46 PM] Emma Tsui: yes he does
[02/03/10 10:54:46 PM] Lily Qiu: and shoot people
[02/03/10 10:54:48 PM] Lily Qiu: i'm just saying
[02/03/10 10:54:58 PM] Emma Tsui: yes that's true
[02/03/10 10:55:12 PM] Emma Tsui: well okay.. if this actually happen dont say i didnt mention it
[02/03/10 10:55:27 PM] Emma Tsui: i thinks he needs help, therapy or something
[02/03/10 10:55:59 PM] Lily Qiu: well by that time i might possibly be dead but we'll see
[02/03/10 10:56:08 PM] Emma Tsui: or maybe i should just show up in his face and tell him i dropped bunch of courses and now i only hav 2 courses and still not doing so well.
[02/03/10 10:56:15 PM] Emma Tsui: LILY!
[02/03/10 10:56:22 PM] Lily Qiu: hahah sorry
[02/03/10 10:56:31 PM] Lily Qiu: but anyways, he's just fucking frustrated that he's not getting good marks
[02/03/10 10:56:41 PM] Lily Qiu: like fuck, this shit is always on his status
[02/03/10 10:56:50 PM] Emma Tsui: pretty sure 80% of the students are not getting the marks that they desire
[02/03/10 10:56:54 PM] Lily Qiu: i'm not trying to dismiss it, but it's know like it was ME who said this
[02/03/10 10:57:00 PM] Lily Qiu: everybody knows he'a whiney little baby!
[02/03/10 10:57:06 PM] Emma Tsui: i know!!
[02/03/10 10:58:23 PM] Emma Tsui: what if it was like... he doesnt know he whines so much, and he just thinks that he tells his feeling btu nobody seems to care about him.
[02/03/10 10:58:42 PM] Emma Tsui: i mean,,, he's one of the biggest pussy i've ever seen... but he might not get that
[02/03/10 10:58:51 PM] Lily Qiu: how are you having this very active conversation with me and also talking to julia??? hahah
[02/03/10 10:59:01 PM] Emma Tsui: no i'm not talk to julia anymore
[02/03/10 10:59:05 PM] Lily Qiu: OH hahahahaha
[02/03/10 10:59:08 PM] Lily Qiu: i was gonna say
[02/03/10 10:59:20 PM] Emma Tsui: julia is a little tired of the world so i dont wanna bother her
[02/03/10 10:59:50 PM] Lily Qiu: ooooooh, bummer :(
[02/03/10 10:59:54 PM] Lily Qiu: just like J
[02/03/10 10:59:57 PM] Emma Tsui: lol
[02/03/10 10:59:59 PM] Lily Qiu: jxx xxxx hahah jxx XXXX
[02/03/10 11:00:02 PM] Lily Qiu: fuck, i dunno
[02/03/10 11:00:08 PM] Lily Qiu: he's depressed all the time it seems
[02/03/10 11:00:10 PM] Lily Qiu: you know what
[02/03/10 11:00:13 PM] Emma Tsui: yeah
[02/03/10 11:00:17 PM] Emma Tsui: i think i should tell ylber
[02/03/10 11:00:21 PM] Lily Qiu: i think his ideal job would be to travel the world and eat and be a food critic
[02/03/10 11:00:28 PM] Emma Tsui: LOL
[02/03/10 11:00:35 PM] Lily Qiu: NO, i'm actually not kidding
[02/03/10 11:00:38 PM] Lily Qiu: he would fucking love that!
[02/03/10 11:00:38 PM] Lily Qiu: he loves food@
[02/03/10 11:00:42 PM] Emma Tsui: then wtf is he doing in school
[02/03/10 11:00:45 PM] Lily Qiu: he loves taking pictures of food!
[02/03/10 11:00:49 PM] Emma Tsui: he does
[02/03/10 11:00:53 PM] Lily Qiu: well, i mean, typical asian parents probably, making him go through school
[02/03/10 11:01:09 PM] Emma Tsui: then study food or something
[02/03/10 11:01:20 PM] Lily Qiu: i bet you anything that if he gets through school and does all this shit, and SOMEHOW GROWS THE BALLS, he's gonna drop it all and go to france to eat croissants all day
[02/03/10 11:01:40 PM] Emma Tsui: AHAHAHAAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
[02/03/10 11:01:44 PM] Emma Tsui: HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA
[02/03/10 11:01:47 PM] Emma Tsui: LILY!
[02/03/10 11:02:11 PM] Emma Tsui: i just choked, laughing and eating
[02/03/10 11:02:57 PM] Lily Qiu: hahaha HE WOULD BE SO MUCH HAPPIER!!!
[02/03/10 11:03:43 PM] Emma Tsui: omg lily
[02/03/10 11:03:44 PM] Emma Tsui: LOL LOL
[02/03/10 11:03:51 PM] Emma Tsui: u r not taking this serious at all
[02/03/10 11:03:51 PM] Emma Tsui: lol
[02/03/10 11:04:16 PM] Emma Tsui: i think he will find issues somehow from eating croissants
[02/03/10 11:04:24 PM] Emma Tsui: and french people dissing him
[02/03/10 11:04:36 PM] Emma Tsui: and be upset
[02/03/10 11:04:51 PM] Emma Tsui: and maybe buy a gun there and start shooting at paris
[02/03/10 11:04:55 PM] Emma Tsui: i dunno...
[02/03/10 11:05:00 PM] Lily Qiu: YOU PUT THAT IN YOUR FACEBOOK!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAAAHAHA you didn't put his name did you???? oh god
[02/03/10 11:05:02 PM] Lily Qiu: i'm such a bitch
[02/03/10 11:05:08 PM] Emma Tsui: LOL
[02/03/10 11:05:11 PM] Emma Tsui: i didnt put his name
[02/03/10 11:05:27 PM] Emma Tsui: this is one of my fav quote
[02/03/10 11:05:58 PM] Lily Qiu: HAHAHAHHA emma!!!! good, if somebody asks, don't you dare say i was talking about him, i would feel horrible!!!
[02/03/10 11:06:25 PM] Emma Tsui: now u feel horrible that was horrible but there is really not much we could do
[02/03/10 11:06:31 PM] Emma Tsui: nah i wont tell
[02/03/10 11:06:37 PM] Emma Tsui: but i think i'll tell blaire
[02/03/10 11:06:41 PM] Emma Tsui: she wont mind
[02/03/10 11:06:45 PM] Emma Tsui: can i tell blaire?
[02/03/10 11:06:53 PM] Lily Qiu: no, i don't feel horrible, i just feel bad that it's there for all the public's viewing, and that they will scrutinize me for being a bitch hahah
[02/03/10 11:06:54 PM] Lily Qiu: yeah go ahead
[02/03/10 11:07:02 PM] Emma Tsui: ok
[02/03/10 11:07:18 PM] Lily Qiu: just DON'T PUT HIS NAME ON FACEBOOK, that's all! i wouldn't want him to know we were talking about his when he's so down in the dumps right now
[02/03/10 11:07:27 PM] Emma Tsui: no but when people found out that we were talking about J they'd understand
[02/03/10 11:07:41 PM] Emma Tsui: i'm no that dumb
[02/03/10 11:07:46 PM] Emma Tsui: i wont put his name
[02/03/10 11:08:46 PM] Lily Qiu: hahaha okay yeesh
[02/03/10 11:08:48 PM] Lily Qiu: scared me for a bit
[02/03/10 11:09:01 PM] Lily Qiu: because this quote is very strange and people will most likely ask questions about it hahaha
[02/03/10 11:10:16 PM] Emma Tsui: nah i wont tell
[02/03/10 11:10:30 PM] Emma Tsui: other than blaire, ayesha, and katy, they'd understand
[02/03/10 11:10:48 PM] Emma Tsui: sometiems i just wanna bitch and yell at J for being the biggest whiney boy ever
[02/03/10 11:10:49 PM] Lily Qiu: ahhahahahah OK ok ok
[02/03/10 11:11:01 PM] Lily Qiu: he is a very mysterious and sensitive man
[02/03/10 11:11:04 PM] Emma Tsui: he is
[02/03/10 11:11:15 PM] Emma Tsui: i feel like he'd cry if he discusses about tiger woods
[02/03/10 11:11:16 PM] Lily Qiu: hahah i like this in depth analysis of J..
[02/03/10 11:11:24 PM] Lily Qiu: HAHAHHA MAYBE???
[02/03/10 11:11:40 PM] Emma Tsui: so i was thinking
[02/03/10 11:12:13 PM] Emma Tsui: if i do go up to him and tell him that i'm all worried that he might get a gun and start shooting like virginia tech because he seems like htat type to me
[02/03/10 11:12:28 PM] Emma Tsui: it might upset him even more eh?
[02/03/10 11:12:40 PM] Lily Qiu: UM YES EMMA I THINK HE WOULD
[02/03/10 11:12:42 PM] Emma Tsui: he might thinks that "shit, now people think i'm suicidal."
[02/03/10 11:12:46 PM] Lily Qiu: I STRONGLY ADVISE AGAINST THAT
[02/03/10 11:12:52 PM] Emma Tsui: LOL OKAY.............
[02/03/10 11:13:07 PM] Lily Qiu: i realize that i was a bit harsh in calling him a total puss puss, but still, i would never say it to his face
[02/03/10 11:13:20 PM] Lily Qiu: i would never say he should quit school and go eat delicious french pastries all day, to his face
[02/03/10 11:13:21 PM] Lily Qiu: hahahah
[02/03/10 11:13:24 PM] Emma Tsui: but liek what do i do? can i actually just.. ignore it?
[02/03/10 11:13:40 PM] Emma Tsui: hahahahahahaha
[02/03/10 11:13:59 PM] Emma Tsui: i've been laughing constantly my mom told me to shut up and stop being crazy
[02/03/10 11:14:07 PM] Lily Qiu: hahahahhahahaha
[02/03/10 11:14:45 PM] Emma Tsui: ok hmm.... i'll talk to ylber about it. see what he thinks it's best to do
[02/03/10 11:15:45 PM] Lily Qiu: i guess that would be a good idea
[02/03/10 11:15:50 PM] Lily Qiu: but really, this isn't new for us eh
[02/03/10 11:15:56 PM] Emma Tsui: no it's not
[02/03/10 11:16:04 PM] Emma Tsui: but what if one day he might actually do it
[02/03/10 11:16:06 PM] Emma Tsui: like u said
[02/03/10 11:16:12 PM] Emma Tsui: somehow grows all the balls
[02/03/10 11:16:13 PM] Lily Qiu: like he's done this before'i think he's just going through a tough patch, what with midterms marks all coming back around now
[02/03/10 11:16:25 PM] Emma Tsui: true..
[02/03/10 11:16:53 PM] Emma Tsui: but think differently, he might not be suicidal and all that
[02/03/10 11:17:03 PM] Emma Tsui: maybe it's sarcasim
[02/03/10 11:17:07 PM] Emma Tsui: i dunno...
[02/03/10 11:17:20 PM] Emma Tsui: i aint no physcology
[02/03/10 11:17:50 PM] Emma Tsui: omg ayesha just "likes" my status
[02/03/10 11:17:56 PM] Emma Tsui: i think she knows what we are talkign about
[02/03/10 11:17:58 PM] Emma Tsui: smart
[02/03/10 11:18:06 PM] Emma Tsui: intellegent ayesha
[02/03/10 11:18:07 PM] Lily Qiu: hahah it's a possibilty
[02/03/10 11:18:18 PM] Lily Qiu: ahhaah you talk about her like she's a cat
[02/03/10 11:18:23 PM] Emma Tsui: llol
[02/03/10 11:20:22 PM] Emma Tsui: ayesha confirmed to me that she knew we were talking about J
[02/03/10 11:20:35 PM] Emma Tsui: and then she "offline" me on msn
[02/03/10 11:20:42 PM] Emma Tsui: anwyays, go study child
[02/03/10 11:20:43 PM] Emma Tsui: tata
[02/03/10 11:20:47 PM] Lily Qiu: hhahahahha bye bye!!!