I can't study anymore..

I can't study anymore, it's getting ridiculous... and sad thing is that I've only been studying like 6 hrs a day for 2 days for my spanish final on friday. But each half an hour or so I HAVE TO check perezhilton.com or just playing around with my macbook.... 

And also, my hair is growing out significantly. Quite like the fact that I don't have to get a haircut ever 2 weeks. 

Songs:

I downloaded a few songs today while taking a break from studying. They are quite good:) I like. I suggest you to take a listen to them if you like pop and R&B

Keri Hilson ft Kanye West & Neyo- knock you down (many probably know this song already since I'm a bit behind in the music world).

Keri Hilson ft Kanye West- Make Love

The Dream ft Kanye West - Walking On The Moon

The Dream - Mr. Yeah

Rin On The Rox - Torture 

Esmee Denters - Outta Here (produce by Justin Timberlake, Pharell, and more...)

David Beckham's New Clothing Line

It is reported that David Beckham is about to put designer on his resume. Mr. Beckham is collaborated with James Bonds, the owner of the "undefeated sneaker-freak boutiques", for Adidas Originals by the Originals. The new clothing line's design approach was to updated the classic American Sportswear for fall-winter season. The materials feature leather, cashmere, silk, and etc... while footwear will be Adidas style. The two also develop accessories:)

(get it from victoriabeckham-jenna.blogspot.com. thanks :) )

Now here is the point, as soon as David Beckham's clothes are OUT on sell, I will be broke in less than 2 weeks approximately. But other than that I'm so happy :D :D :D :D I like classic American Sportswear and with David Beckham's style in it. AHha!

I'm really jealous of people when..

I'm really jealous of people when..

people put "done" on their msn or facebook status because I'll not be able to do that till may 6th... MAY 6TH!!!!! I'm really happy for you if you finish your 1st year uni but if you can just keep that happiness a little bit to yourself, that would be GREAT.

and crap.. what the hell am I doing up at 5 in the morning...

I[f] Yo[u] [See][k] Finals

I've been awake for hmm... 21 hrs studying MAT135.  The study aid is amazing but I'm an insomniac now.... and still not done every homework but I caught up a lot, which is always a good thing. I had the most productive day of this school year and I'm so proud of myself :D

- woke up at 9am, went to the gym, and had breakfast

- did laundry (still in the laundry room....), and got to the library at around 3pm. 

- It's 6am now and I'm still here.. 

- and I only took 4 breaks during the time I'm here... and I haven't eaten yet since last morning. 

[can't wait till the sun rise, so I can eat... and go to the mall get my laptop fixed and buy a vinyl disc:) ]

IF YOU SEEK FINALS!

take care during the exam season, everybody! Don't be like me, it's not healthy in any reasonable and unreasonable way. 

 

p.s. I'm typing this as I watch the day gets brighter... ironic.

This is amazing!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luRmM1J1sfg&feature=related

From Britain's Got Talent 2009

this surprised me. 

a note to myself

it's for the best for me

The Romantic and Commitment Relationship Between U of T and Me

So let's just to make this clear; I am, currently, not available.

I am, in fact, in a very commitment and romantic relationship with U of T. 

U of T has been forcing me to be in a very commitment relationship that I did not have before. 

U of T has been forcing me, and staying up with me the whole night for the past 7 months of school year. Who can you actually named one?

Therefore, U of T is always here with me to watch the sunrise together. (Romantic!)

And most importantly, I get fucked by U of T everyday. In this case, who needs sex?

However, after the finals I will once be available again, and I'm going to celebrate that hard! so hard!

Anyways, I just finished my 1st yr in uni and I'm very proud of myself :). Also, it is because it's 7 in the morning right now and I have not yet been able to fall asleep/go to sleep so that's a little frustrated. Now we shall all study hard for the finals and then party harder later on.

Finally, I would like to wish everyone a very Happy Easter. 

That's all for now. 

Take care, 

Em

Blood Donation

I woke up at 2pm this afternoon for my blood donation at 3pm. I don't wake up for my classes but for blood donation just to make myself feel a bit more useful. And after an hour of wait, the nurse asks me if I'm on any medication which I'm for my skin problem. The nurse, then gave me a face like I got a cancer or something, proceeded to tell me that because of the med, my blood will be dangerous for small children and pregnant women............

and then I was like FUCK YOU....

I didn't say that of course but I think they should had asked me way before I started to wait. 

It's not that

It's not that I'm not mature for my age

It's that there were so many damages, and the things he said, that he has done to me

so I made up my mind already

and you, doesn't matter if you gave birth to me, gotta give respect.

It's not that I'm a failing daughter

It's that you didn't go through what I had to go through

you never put yourself in my shoes

It's not that I don't trust you

It's that I don't trust anyone when it comes to money

because what happened don't match with what you said

It's not that I play basketball for fun, and it's not that I should give up to try

It's not that I am lazy and can't take any work

It's that I am at where my heart at. It's that I follow my passion.

It's not that I spend money on random shit faster than anything else

It's that I make sure my bank is never $0

I'm very grateful for where I am, really

and I'm very grateful for everything, truly

but you make it so much harder to apologize

I think about the reasons why I am 4,373km away from home

and yet still get myself into the situations that I've worked my way to avoid them

I get it

stereotype and selfishness exist in human being

but you can always try to be less stereotype and selfish than yesterday

so fuck off. 

I have my passion to do.

Twice as much aint twice as good//

can't sustain like a one half could//

it's wanting more that's gonna send me to my knees//

gravity is working against me//

I thought I would never understand//

with all the love that a heart can stand//

dream of ways to throw it away//

I guess gravity is making me to stay this way//

(I changed a bit of the lyrics of gravity by John Mayer)